hey, in few more months, 5 months to be exact, i will be 30.. huissshhh.. demmit.. time flies huh!! 30, single and bored.. hahahahhahaa.. hows tht! its not so bad actually.. am enjoying my singlehood vida and age is just a freaking number.. i may be 30 but am still 25 inside... :p
why am i still single..??? most of my frens said tht am to choosy.. but i dun thinkso.. coz there is not much to choose from in the 1st place.. hahaha.. lame huh! ok ok, i think i found my soulmate.. he is cool n he understands me completely.. and vice versa.. i think.. but i dun think i will end up with him coz i just cant.. sometimes, if u know too much abt someone (when i say too much, i mean tooooooooooo much!!! like almost everything) it's a bit difficult to be with him.. u know wht he is capable of and u know that his expectation and so on.. so its hard.. and i just cant picture myself with him.. so tht is it la kan..
i'll go out occasionally.. but i dun call it a date coz i loathe dating.. hahahaha.. i like it to be casual.. relax and no expectation.. tht is mucho better.. well, who am i kidding y'all.. am i whining! fork... i guess, its the age thingy.. buta buta buta (translate it in japanese.. :p)
i am extremely fine with the way my life is now.. seriously.. working from home.. haivng the luxury to plan what i wanna do for meself.. its cool.. and 'work' really keeps me distracted from the lonely-schmoly thingy.. hahahhahaha!!!
neways is, i wanna show u guys my zexy hombre.. err or atleast how i want him to look like.. hahahahaha.. he is my kimu taku!! yesh.. sgt kakkoii kan.. hahahhahahaa... if u guys know anyone who looks like him, pls do call me.. *wink*
last but not least, here is a song for you, my kimu taku!
Wait For You!
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone
You could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can't stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine, it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you
Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying
Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough
