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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

to love or not to love? THAT's my question? I'm perplexed!

At this very moment, (Date 27 May 2009, 12:09pm), I have no desire or whatsoever to be in love or love another non-family-related-human being! I am in a very strange space, where I am so comfortable being me, as a single entity and not "Us" or "You & I Both" and it scares the shit out of me!!!

Am I suppose to be cool about having this feeling?
Is it normal to have this kind of feeling?
Shudda be worried about it?

Hell no right?! Guess, I am just not ready for all those lovely rollercoaster ride of having to share your emotions, your interests, your feelings and of course your loves with another stranger! :)

Oh well, I have all that I needed to have (for the time being):
- My Almighty Allah S.W.T
- an unconditional loves from my family (parents, siblings, cousins, aunties, uncles, nephews, nieces and my loving Grandma too)
- my two lovely / sexy / notty / cutey / crazy Cats, Luz Clarita (My best friend) & Bobby Ray (the love of my life)
- friends who i think love me as who i am not who am i, so shit like that!
- my fav gorgeous rawkstars, that I can dream of whenever I want to (and stalk them as well on twitter! hee-hee)

Life is full circle. For now, my circle might not be big, but it is a complete circle. Sooner or later, a bigger circle will kicks in and perhaps, at that time, the "LOVE" thingy portion will be reconnected.. Insya Allah..

Till I have another crap to write about, toodle-doo peeps!
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superstoked over DG & JM at the mo.. bliss!! yeehaa..
l o u r e n z a r [at] 12:09 PM
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009


kindly stalk me at the place where i stalk my rawkstars!!!
l o u r e n z a r [at] 10:19 AM
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