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Sunday, March 2, 2008

before u start reading my crappy story, please check out this clip.. it's n'sync singing tht's the way love goes.. my fav song.. and justin looks soooooo cute in this vclip.. hehehe.. i believe this clip was created for janet during MTV Icon show.. long ago.. hehehe n am glad someone uploaded it on youtube.. class bebeh!!!



yesterday was a hectic day... i painted the new room all by myself coz my nephew balik kampung.. so xde partner nak cat sesama... it took me like 1/2 hr just to open the paint tau.. so damn ketat ok!!! abis jari jemari i injured.. dah la before that, i jadi buruh kasar mengangkat tile yg sgt lah maha berat.. the thing is, my dad, dia ni smua DIY.. buat bilik pon DIY.. well, sib baik the construction part tu dia upah org.. if not, siapa yg jadi mangsa, akak jugak.. heehee..

nways, the room looks lovely now... thanks to moi la kan.. sgt sweet gitu.. and sib baik la daddy upah org pasang tile.. hehe! by today, the new room will be done.. esok dah leh susun brg dah.. the room will be study room / working area for decorating cuppies.. hehehe!!

btw, semalam saya berborak dgn my darling sepet again.. he was not feeling well for the past few days.. selsema.. sejuk sgt kat sana kan.. cian sepet.. and biasa lah, bila berborak, we all suka merapu.. and ada satu ketika itu kami berangan menjadi film star.. hahahahhaa... dia suruh i jd bond girl ok.. the 1st bond girl pakai hijjab and james bond nyer, siapa lagi klo bukan kwon sang woo.. hahahahhaaha.. alangkah indahnya!!! tp beselah kan, nak jaga hati si sepet tuh, i ckp la baik dia jd james bond.. walaupun pada hakikatnya, kwon sang woo tu mmg dah elok sgt lah.. ni yg cakap melayu ni, sbb x nak dia baca.. muahahahahahha.. Jagiya! bogosippu.. hehe!!!!

sebenarnya, the reason kenapa kami leh berangan jd star is, i dok citer kat dia yg x lama lagi film los dan faun akan keluar.. nervous!!! aishhhhhh.. malas nk pk!! nnt later2 i story mory ok..

before i blah, lemme share another clip of my current fav song, FEEDBACK!! as i said in the previous entry, i love the lyrics so darn mucho.. simply zexy ok!! tabik spring ahhh.. enjoy k baby.. do u like my style, yeah sexy sexy sexy.. (sgt sexy ok!) hehehe

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Saturday, March 1, 2008

it's 1am and my eyes are still wide open.. cuaca di luar yang chilly-chilly gedik itu sangat sesuai untuk saya melayan perasaan hati ini yang sedang bergolak dgn pancaroba kehidupan yang agak terlampau.. ohh!! dunia dunia dunia..

well, actually i cant sleep and i was bored.. so i was like adding few songs into my playlist.. and i just realized that, the new songs i added have something in common.. the songs are

1- Feedback by Janet Jackson
2- Do It Well by Jennifer Lopez
3- Just Fine by Mary J. Blige
4- No one by Alicia Keys

guess wht is the similarity of the above song????!!!
guess???
teka??

hah! wanna know.. well, in all of the songs, there are few words that been repeated again and again..

in Feedback - yeah tht sexy sexy sexy.. i'm gonna feedback feedback oh!
in Do It well - do it do it u do it do it u do it well..
in Just Fine - see i wont change my life my life just fine fine fine fine ooohh..
in No one - No one no one no one..

see??!! hebatkan observation ku.. :)

neways, I laf laff lafffff FEEDBACK's lyrics..
soooooo creative n sexy..

My fav part are

"Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh"

and

"Before we go any more further
Let me put you up on this secret babe
I got novelties so appeasing
Feed my fetish please.."
Satisfy me babe

soooooo zexahhhhh!!
oohhh..
goyang bahu sket adek manis!!
heehee..

wokeh, ciao darlings!

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l o u r e n z a r [at] 1:04 AM
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Thursday, February 28, 2008

This is one of my all time favorite song.. I love it so much..
and at this very moment, I can sooooo relate to this song!!!
arrghhh.. ga seum ee seul puh!!!!!!

Alone - Heart

I hear the ticking of the clock
I'm lying here the room's pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it won't end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You don't know how long i have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
and my love for you is still unknown
Alone

blh bikin jiwa kacau klo camni..
)&*&@^&^()()_)^&^$@##$#@
stomachache, heartache, smua ache la!!
*&*(^&#^&^#@%^%#

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l o u r e n z a r [at] 11:53 PM
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Saturday, November 17, 2007

Phew.. what a hectic month.. bertubi2 event ada.. Alhamdulillah, all of it berjalan dgn lancar.. am off to jakarta next week, for work ye kali nih.. will be there for 5 days.. ada appointment dgn Badai frm Kerispatih.. yeah.. harap2 sammy datang la.. will update abt it later ye..

for the past 4 days, ive been suffering from a very unusual ulcer kat lidah ku.. bengkak dia besar giler sampai x leh cakap.. sampai muka aku pon jd bengkak.. seksa gak la.. Alhamdulillah, it's getting better now..

esok ada pot luck dinner gathering with my fellow family members to celebrate bdays those in november & december.. kira ni termasuk gua laaa... heehee!!! this time around, i will make my own sheppard pie.. hmm.. yummy!!!!

btw, am scandalous-free for almost a month now.. yg betul2 elek dah nih.. ntah la, lately cam malas nk pk langsung pasal bende2 ni smua.. sgt la membazir waktu.. i guess, when the right time comes nnt, baru la daku tergerak nk involve balik kot..bagus gak kan.. atleast happy giler skrg sbb x yah nk pk pasal org lain. hehehehe...

and am loving this song so much.. cam kena je dgn situasi ku masa kini.. sahura pon suka sangat lagu nih.. sib baik la ada cik sahura yg memahami apa yg sedang ku lalui skrg.. skrg ni susah giler nak find someone to talk to.. who knows wht we're going thru and such.. kak delima, thanks for listening to my crappy emosi.. hehehe..

walaupun video clip lagu ni si vanessa dlm gossip girl jd featured girl, aku ttp suka laa.. hehe.. i dinch like her in gossip girl as for episode 8 ye.. next week, klo dia betul2 berubah, maybe lain citer..


"Over You"

by Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

All i can is, am extremely sad.. sad sad sad sad.. am down! hatiku remuk... :(

Airmata di Kuala Lumpur

Hancur musnah impian mulia
Istana ku bina menjadi pusara
Gelaplah pasti masa hadapan
Jiwaku merayau utara dan selatan

Hidup sudah tiada beerti
Zahirku hidup hai batinku mati
Remuk redam hatiku hancur
Airmata di Kuala Lumpur

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

lagu ini seperti di tulis tuk ku... it is sooooooo me!!!!!
sammy, kamu hebat banget deh.. u're my rawkstar... *hugs*

Dan Ternyata

Kulukiskan lagi sebuah ingatan
Yang mungkin telah terlupakan
Jauh dulu

Kau sapa hangat hariku
Mengungkap kebahagiaan yang terpendam
Sejenak penuh arti

Mungkin kita tak harus jadi satu
Tapi cukup bagiku kehadiranmu

Dan ternyata...
Kau sanggup mengurung rasaku
Tuk bertemu lagi denganmu

Dan teryata...
Perpisahan dulu mungkin itu luka
Tapi ku tetap menjaga

Mungkin kita tak harus jadi satu
Tapi cukup bagiku kehadiranmu

Dan ternyata...
Kau sanggup mengurung rasaku
Tuk bertemu lagi denganmu

Dan teryata...
Perpisahan dulu mungkin itu luka
Namun ku tetap mengenang dirimu.. di hatiku

Dan ternyata indah..

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

'He' is singing this song to my ears before i go to sleep.. auuwwww...



Harus ku akui
Ketika kuputuskan memiliki cintamu…
Saat itulah ku ingin kau hanya untukku

Harus ku katakan
Telah kupasrahkan hidupku
Bersamamu…
Selamanya…

Begitu banyak cara kutempuh
Untuk mencari cinta
Tapi apa daya
Kecewa kudapatkan…

Begitu panjang waktu kujalani
Tanpa sebuah jawaban
Dan inilah saatnya
Kau akhir penantianku…

Kan kujaga walaupun harus berpeluh darah…

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l o u r e n z a r [at] 9:07 AM
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Monday, August 13, 2007

phuket was FANTABULOUSLY AWESOME!! and now am so legam.. hahaha.. too lazy to tell ya abt it at the mo.. so later2 la okeh.. and yes, am too lazy to load the piccies too.. nah sket.. :p





have u heard anuar zain's newest single, LELAKI INI.. perghhhhhh!!! sgt syiok ok.. ayoyoyo.. saya nak lelaki itu boleh ka ma??? :D nak laki tu plizzz...

LELAKI INI

Kasih, kenanganku
Ingatkah saat saat dulu
Kasih, apakah dirimu
Merasakan semua itu

Kemanapun langkahku pergi
Ku masih melihat bayanganmu cintaku
Dan kemanapun arah anginku berlari
Hati ini masih kau miliki

Lelaki ini yang selalu mencintamu
Selalu, tanpa ragu
Lelaki ini yang selalu memuja
Hanya dirimu
Yang bertakhta dalam sanubariku
Sanubari ku
Aku yang mencintakan mu
Hanya dirimu…

Karena cintaku, tak berbatas waktu
Karena cintaku, tak mengenal jenuh hatimu
Hatimu…


anyhoo, i would like to make a shoutout to my dearest cuzzy cuki..
Congrats! Congrats! Congrats! Convo leklok ye darling, love kak anne

now, lets talk abt love.. wah wah wah.. love gitu.. awww!!! ive done the saddest songs compilation kan.. now nak buat the most lovey dovey jiwa kacau berkocak dada songs evahhh.. the songs that make you go awwwwwww and tersentap and hopelessly romantic gitu...so apa lagi, bring it on bebeh...

ok here is my list.. the songs tht i can think of at the mo.. i will add the list as i berfikir dgn lebih tekun...

hmm.. apsal kenot think plak nih.. hmmmmm.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. hmmm... hmm...

Everytime I Close My Eyes by Babyface
Angels Brought Me Here by Guy Sebastian
Timeless by Kelly Clarkson & Justin Guarinni
Kaulah Segalanya by Ruth Sahanaya
The Luckiest by Ben Folds Five
Cinta Terakhir by Gigi
Karna Aku Setia by SO7
Larut by Dewa
Lelaki Ini by Anuar Zain
Until The End of Time by Innuendo
Selamanya by Innuendo (my all time fav)
Kaulah Segalanya by Hazrul Nizam
Have You Really Love A Woman by Brian Adams
Sampai Menutup Mata by Acha Septriasa
Truly by Lionell Richie
Love Song by 311
This I promise you by N'sync
If I ain't got you by Alicia Keys
...tbc...

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l o u r e n z a r [at] 6:33 AM
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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

am extremely sad today.. somebody left a box with two kittens in it infront of our house last week..one of the kitty died when we found her/him.. the other survived.. Alhamdulillah.. yg survive tu sgt comel.. and unique too.. coz bulu dia cam dalmation ok.. ada few black dots je kat belakang dia.. lain putih.. tp kesian, penuh dgn kutu..we called her/him polka.. so kami amik la polka n jaga dia.. bagi minum susu walaupun x cukup sbb the polka needs susu ibu dia gak.. ada satu hari tu, aiza fed polka susu, punya la dia lapar, dia minum sampai tertidur.. cute sgt..

today morning mama fed her susu lagi, tp kali ni polka was so weak.. and suara dah x kuar.. and when i woke up, polka dah no longer with us.. sedih giler ok.. mengenangkan seksa nya dia sbb x dpt susu ibu.. sbb kena buang.. aku sumpah sapa yg buang polka tu supaya hidup mereka x bahagia.. damn u ppl.. am so sad but the hardest part was, i cant cry.. sebak giler tp x bleh nak nangis.. eventho polka was with us for abt a week, tp rasa sayang tu dah byk ok.. semalam i dah bayangkan polka dah sihat and manja and main2 suma.. and now polka dah xde.. demmit, apsal la x leh nak nangis.. sedih sgt2 now.. serious duh!!! i need to cry... :(

am now listening to some of the saddest songs in my playlist.. lagu2 yg dah lama x dgr sbb takut mengusik semula kenangan jiwa lara ku pon abis smua i letak dlm my playlist.. anyways, i need ur help tis time around.. cud u guys tell me wht is/are the saddest songs yg u all pernah dgr... i need to make a complilation of the most saddest songs ever...

so far, in my list.. lagu yg sering menyentuh jiwa dan raga ku everytime i listen to it are

- Amie - Damien Rice
- The Blower's Daugther - Damien Rice
* the music & kenangan with tis song make it even more sedih
- Strange & Beautiful - Aqualung
- Knife - Rockwell
- Feelings - Albert Morris
- When I need you - Rod Stewart
- The Luckiest - Ben folds five
(tp ni bukan lagu sedih cuma sayu je)
- If u were mine - Jo Sung Mo
- the pieces dun fit anymore - james morrison
- always on my mind - micheal buble's version
- goodbye (the saddest word) - celine dion
- to where u r - josh groban
- broken vow - josh groban
- look wht u've done - jet
- i still - bsb

- one last cry - brian mcknight (afdlin suka lagu ni gak.. hehe)
- on bended knee - boyz ii men
- perpisahan - aizat's version (ada kenangan yg sgt sedih)
- incomplete - bsb
- you belong to me - jason wade (i used to cry listening to tis song everyday for almost a month, coz at tht time the person tht i cared the most was in trouble and i cant do anything to help him.. eventho tis song x la sedih, tp whenever i listen to it, i remembered those feelings; scared, hopeless, sad, frustration etc and it just instantly makes me sad.. :( )

so guys, please help me... lemme know lagu apa yg paling sedih yg penah korang dgr.. klo x leh nak comment kt sini, email your list to anne.khalid@gmail.com

thank you guys... love u all!!!

p/s: am currently into Robin Thicke.. best duh mamat nih.. he sounds like Justin Timberlake meets John Legend.. smart duh!!!! my peberet as for now, "COMPLICATED".. listen to it..

*new list*
- mungkir bahagia - hazami
- the animals were gone - damian rice
*i heart tis song so much*
- 9 crimes - damian rice
- akhir cerita cinta - glenn fredly
- brick - ben folds five
- no suprises - radiohead
- mengenangkanmy - kerispatih
- tega - glen fredly
lagu ni giler sedih ok.. uwaaa!!!
- cannonball - damian rice
- my immortal - evanessence


list given by en redzuan
- and our feelings by babyface
- akhir cerita cinta by glenn
- sepohon kayu by hijjaz (hmm..)
- chasing cars by snow patrol
(teringat citer grey's anatomy)
- biar akhirnya di sini by dayang nurfaizah

tq mr dj!

*my latest addition*
- afterglow by inxs
- losing my religion by REM
- Anytime by brian mcknight


here are some of the songs given by u guys..
anaaris said Luluh by Samsons
blitzboo said My Immortal, How Could An Angel Breaks My Heart & Berhenti Berharap
liza said sampai menutup mata
sitengit said lost cause by beck, for my fallen angel


keep it coming u guys.. soon i will upload the playlist of some of the songs for ur listening pleasure...

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l o u r e n z a r [at] 11:47 AM
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Saturday, July 7, 2007

cik anne sakit pinggang!! i need my darling nieces, arisya & nadia to pijak it again.. so sakit pliz...

at the mo, brandon boyd is shouting..

"pardon me, while i burst into flames..
i had enuff of the world..
and it's people's mindless games.
pardon me while I burn
and rise above the flame..
Pardon me, pardon me...
i'll never be the same!"


buhsan doh!!!! takde mende nk buat skrg... am extremely burn out! not enuff sleep and rest.. ive been driving frm klg to kl like almost 5 times in the past 3 days.. tido kul 3 - 4 pagi and bangun awal pastu berlari sana sini, meeting sana sini, buat kapkek beribu2 pastu mengetis dgn kawan2 ku.. damn!! hehe!!!

skrg ni cik rossa tgh nyanyikan lagu gue.. oh lagu ini sungguh menepati apa yg ku rasakan skrg..

"jgn dekat atau jgn dtg kpd ku lagi
aku semakin terseksa karna x memiliki mu
ku coba jlni hari dgn penganti diri mu
tp hatiku selalu berpihak lagi pada mu

mengapa semua ini terjadi kpd ku

tuhan maafkan diri ini
yg x pernah bisa menjauh dr angan ttg nya
namun apa lah daya ini
bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia"


fork ahhh.. apsal la laku ni cam terkena je kat aku.. pokemon tul laaa..
siapa eh wrote this song.. mesti dia kenal aku.. hahahahhahaa.. serious!
choy choy choy.. benci tau!!! tis is one of the reason i takmo layan lagu2 sebegini..
jiwa mak tersentap u ols!!!

ahhhh.. abg serj tgh nyanyi lagu peberet ku... hahahahahhaaha..
mak suka u ols.. mak tau la lagu ni x ayu-friendly.. but who says tat am ayu.. hahahahaha..

"kneeling roses disappearing..
into moses’ dry mouth..
breaking into fort knox..
stealing our intentions....
hangars sitting dripped in oil....
crying FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!
handed to obsoletion..
(feveret part aku...)
still you feed us lies from the table cloth....
lalalaa,
everybody’s going to the party have a real good time...
dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine..."


ketenangan jiwa ok dgr org lain menjerit.. i just love the music laaa.. some mite think its a bit too loud.. but for moi, i hear talent.. leh bayangkan camna mereka bersemangat mengetuk drum tuh, mengoreng gitar tu sehingga mengeluarkan satu irama yg smart doh!!!! hahahahahahhaha...

"why dun presidents fight the war.. why do they alwis send the poor.."
cun kan.. hahahahhaa..

if i have to choose a song to really represents how am feeling at the mo, i guess i will hafta choose Twisted Transistor by Korn.. hahahahahhahaa...

"a lonely life.. where no one understands you..
but don't give up, because the music do..

bcoz the music do..n then it's reaching
inside you 4evah preaching..
Fak 2u..ur scream's a whisper..
hang on you..twisted transistor"


i just cant live without music laa.. kenot kenot...

bcoz when the sun shines we’ll shine 2gether.. told you i'll b here 4eva..say that ill alwiz b ur friend..took an oath..imma stick it out till the end..now that it's raining more than ever..know that we still have each other..u can stand under my umbrella..u can stand under my umbrella..ella ella eh eh ella ella eh eh ehehehhehehehee...

sangap doh! whoaaahhh.. butterfingers plak.. dah lama doh x dgr lagu nih.. ske ske ske..either i'm sick or purified...acidity or jealousy.. hehehehe.. ske gils lagu nih beb.. rindu plak zaman2 kerianganku.. those days la kan.. shuck!!!

berikut merupakan music/band/singer kekagumanku mengikut peringkat tumbesaran ku..

zaman baby to tadika...
the beatles
the bee gees
abba
(sbb daddy gue die hard fan band2 tuh)

zaman skolah rendah..
sudirman kot..
azean mazuan safuan(!!!)
fauziah latif (double !!!)
aishah & the fan club..
wham..
maikel jeksen (huhu!!)

actually sumpah aku x ingat sgt k.. belasah je tuh.. wham je kot yg aku ingat sbb tu pon kezen2 aku suruh aku dgr.. "last xmas, i gave u my heart but the very next day, u give it away" hahaha.. teringat video clip dia..

zaman skolah menengah..
masa kt convent (zaman2 getis ada groupie yg hawt la kunun)
new kids on the block (ye ye, betul.. x tipu k)
kru (ni pon x tipu)
4u2c (fiona.. fiona fiona.. haha!)
pet shop boy (ok ni aku tipu tp aku ingat satu lagu depa.. when will i will be femes)
take that (betul2)
salt n pepa
oh yeah masa tu ada few songs yg gue ske.. tp dah x ingat sapa nyanyi..
"friend, tell me i am crazy.. tht am wasting time with u.."

zaman skolah asrama
perubahan mendadak bukan.. well, masa kat asrama, gue geng dgn budak laki.. so mereka telah influence gue la..

nirvana
gnr
ugly kid joe
carburator dung (camna eja dah lupa)
metallica
rhcp
def leppard
rem
pearl jam
ekamatra
gersang
wings
search
visa

zaman college
hmmm.. lagu apa wei aku dgr..
still sama la cam kat asrama kot.. x ingat sgt sbb masa ni bz study (yeah rite!)

rhcp
nirvana
gnr
radiohead
oasis
en vogue
allure
firehouse
metallica
the verve
bon jovi

tu smua yg gue ingat pada saat ini.. am sure there are more songs, bands or singers yg gue minat.. huhuhu!! fyi, sambil menaip entry ni, telingaku disumbat oleh ear phone dgn volume pada tahap maksima.. mana lagu yg melekat pada hatiku, akan disunting sedikit liriknya tuk disumbatkan disini...

oh fish, am so cuckoo kan.. life is fun and can be so huru hara sometimes.. am in a very weird & unpredictable emotional state rite now.. its the hormone thingy peeps.. cant really help it aite! uhhhhh..

according to quizilla, am in love?? giler ke apa..?? i wish i am but wat to do.. nways, am off to watch transformer again... tatataa!!!







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l o u r e n z a r [at] 8:58 AM
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Monday, July 2, 2007

Sandaran Hati by Letto

yakinkah ku berdiri
di hempa tanpa tepi
bolehkah aku
mendengarmu

terkubur dalam emosi
tak bisa bersembunyi
aku dan nafasku
merindukanmu

terpuruk ku di sini
terangi dia yang sepi
dan ku tahu pasti
kau menemani

dalam hidupku
kesendirianku

teringat ku teringat
pada janjimu ku terikat
hanya sekejap ku berdiri
kulakukan sepenuh hati
peduli ku peduli
siang dan malam yang berganti
sedihku ini tak ada arti
jika kaulah sandaran hati
kaulah sandaran hati
sandaran hati

inikah yang kau mau
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aku hilang arah
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dalam gelapnya
malam hariku

meh la sini, nak tumpang bersandar.. hehehe!!! lelama dgr lagu ni best plak.. had this song in my collection for quite sometime actually.. tp x dgr till edi minta tolong burn letto's songs for him.. gotta admit, edi was right la.. suara mamat ni mmg agak menghantui.. huhuhuhuuhu!!!

as usual, i love the lyrics.. i kinda can relate to it.. but am sure this song will be more meaningful if am on a cloud nine la kan.. :p now hati tgh kosong, so dgr lagu2 camni, byk berangan laa.. :D

my current playlist reflects the way i feel at the mo.. mostly lagu2 zaman rock kapak.. my yesteryear's songs.. and 80% of it lagu mengegarkan otak.. it ranges from metallica, gnr, nirvana to prodigy, marilyn manson, rage against the machine, rhcp, soad, incubus, korn and ada gak selit few songs from butterfingers.. and guess what, i found the original transformer's theme song..

"transformers...more than meets the eye...autobots wage their battle to destroy the evil forces of...the decepticons..transformers...robots in disguise"


am an extremely happy bunny today... having serj tankian screaming his lung out to my ears is so relaxing.. hilang smua stress aku.. hehe..

its almost 4am and i cant sleep.. benci tau! and there is no one to talk to at this wee hours.. masa2 camni la sesuai tuk merapu dgn mana2 stranger kan.. hmm.. but am too lazy to go on a chat room.. malas dah la..

few hours ago, i was like playing with google.. typing out the 1st thing tht came out from this looney mind of moi..one of it was online dating malaysia, and my oh my, byk gak webbie sebegitu wujud skrg nih.. cool huh!! nnt klo dah sampai tahap desperadonas, i'll sign up there... hahahahahahahhahaha!!!

eh, siapa ada lagu Strange Glue by Catatonia??? bley x bg gue.. rindu la plak lagu tuh.. uhuk uhukk...

had a extra fun weekend.. tot my lil niece, arisya on how to 'horsewalk' in public.. hehehe.. if u guys saw 2 cuckoo muchahas horsewalking in klcc last saturday, tht was me & sherina.. :D pastu banana republic ada plak letak runway kat klcc kan.. so apa lagas, buat drama swasta jap la.. LOL!!!

sherina, things yet to be accomplished before september
- meroyan kat genting doing absolutely nothing..
- ampang yong tau foo for lunch
- lalakoke ~banana banana banana terracotta pie~
- apa lagi ah beb?? :P
btw babe, u tulis la pasal our "twilight zone drama" n email to me.. pastu i post kat sini.. ehhehehe.. u citer lagi dramatic..

ok la, lagu mama said ni membuatkan mata aku kuyu.. its time for moi to hit my bantal bucuk... oyasuminasai minasan..err ohayogozaimasu to some... tata!!

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l o u r e n z a r [at] 2:33 AM
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Friday, June 22, 2007

como estas? genki desuka ima chotto isogashii.. :| sorry la for the lack of updates.. gomen ne!

hey, in few more months, 5 months to be exact, i will be 30.. huissshhh.. demmit.. time flies huh!! 30, single and bored.. hahahahhahaa.. hows tht! its not so bad actually.. am enjoying my singlehood vida and age is just a freaking number.. i may be 30 but am still 25 inside... :p

why am i still single..??? most of my frens said tht am to choosy.. but i dun thinkso.. coz there is not much to choose from in the 1st place.. hahaha.. lame huh! ok ok, i think i found my soulmate.. he is cool n he understands me completely.. and vice versa.. i think.. but i dun think i will end up with him coz i just cant.. sometimes, if u know too much abt someone (when i say too much, i mean tooooooooooo much!!! like almost everything) it's a bit difficult to be with him.. u know wht he is capable of and u know that his expectation and so on.. so its hard.. and i just cant picture myself with him.. so tht is it la kan..

i'll go out occasionally.. but i dun call it a date coz i loathe dating.. hahahaha.. i like it to be casual.. relax and no expectation.. tht is mucho better.. well, who am i kidding y'all.. am i whining! fork... i guess, its the age thingy.. buta buta buta (translate it in japanese.. :p)

i am extremely fine with the way my life is now.. seriously.. working from home.. haivng the luxury to plan what i wanna do for meself.. its cool.. and 'work' really keeps me distracted from the lonely-schmoly thingy.. hahahhahaha!!!

neways is, i wanna show u guys my zexy hombre.. err or atleast how i want him to look like.. hahahahaha.. he is my kimu taku!! yesh.. sgt kakkoii kan.. hahahhahahaa... if u guys know anyone who looks like him, pls do call me.. *wink*


last but not least, here is a song for you, my kimu taku!

Wait For You!

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

You could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can't stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine, it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

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l o u r e n z a r [at] 12:24 PM
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