kesempurnaan kah yang kita cari?
sempurnakah kita tuk nikmati kesempurnaan itu?
adakah sempurna dimatamu seiring dengan sempurna dihatiku..
cukup sempurnakah aku tuk menyempurnakan hidupmu..

wahhhhh!! amik ko.. cik anne dah bermadah puitis..
:)
leh rekemen kat aizat buat lagu! hahahahaha..

"Kau genggam tanganku
Saat diriku lemah dan terjatuh
Kau bisikkan kata dan hapus semua sesalku"

"And in the morning when you go
Wake me gently so I'll know
That loving you was not a dream
And whisper softly what it means to be with me
Then every moment we're apart
Will be a lifetime to my heart"

ohhhhhh!!! surga dunia.. bilakah kau akan menjelma.. :)

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before u start reading my crappy story, please check out this clip.. it's n'sync singing tht's the way love goes.. my fav song.. and justin looks soooooo cute in this vclip.. hehehe.. i believe this clip was created for janet during MTV Icon show.. long ago.. hehehe n am glad someone uploaded it on youtube.. class bebeh!!!



yesterday was a hectic day... i painted the new room all by myself coz my nephew balik kampung.. so xde partner nak cat sesama... it took me like 1/2 hr just to open the paint tau.. so damn ketat ok!!! abis jari jemari i injured.. dah la before that, i jadi buruh kasar mengangkat tile yg sgt lah maha berat.. the thing is, my dad, dia ni smua DIY.. buat bilik pon DIY.. well, sib baik the construction part tu dia upah org.. if not, siapa yg jadi mangsa, akak jugak.. heehee..

nways, the room looks lovely now... thanks to moi la kan.. sgt sweet gitu.. and sib baik la daddy upah org pasang tile.. hehe! by today, the new room will be done.. esok dah leh susun brg dah.. the room will be study room / working area for decorating cuppies.. hehehe!!

btw, semalam saya berborak dgn my darling sepet again.. he was not feeling well for the past few days.. selsema.. sejuk sgt kat sana kan.. cian sepet.. and biasa lah, bila berborak, we all suka merapu.. and ada satu ketika itu kami berangan menjadi film star.. hahahahhaa... dia suruh i jd bond girl ok.. the 1st bond girl pakai hijjab and james bond nyer, siapa lagi klo bukan kwon sang woo.. hahahahhaaha.. alangkah indahnya!!! tp beselah kan, nak jaga hati si sepet tuh, i ckp la baik dia jd james bond.. walaupun pada hakikatnya, kwon sang woo tu mmg dah elok sgt lah.. ni yg cakap melayu ni, sbb x nak dia baca.. muahahahahahha.. Jagiya! bogosippu.. hehe!!!!

sebenarnya, the reason kenapa kami leh berangan jd star is, i dok citer kat dia yg x lama lagi film los dan faun akan keluar.. nervous!!! aishhhhhh.. malas nk pk!! nnt later2 i story mory ok..

before i blah, lemme share another clip of my current fav song, FEEDBACK!! as i said in the previous entry, i love the lyrics so darn mucho.. simply zexy ok!! tabik spring ahhh.. enjoy k baby.. do u like my style, yeah sexy sexy sexy.. (sgt sexy ok!) hehehe

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genaplah sebulan, blog ini ku tinggalkan.... maafkan daku blog.. bukan niatku untuk mengabaikan mu.. tapi ku tiada mempunyai waktu yg lumayan tuk ku bermesra dgn mu..
nyeh nyeh nyeh...

apart from being extremely busy baking cuppies, am actually malas too.. tu la punca berlakunya kerenggangan dgn blog ku ini.. gomen nasai berogu!! :D

i was in jakarta last month.. berjumpa dgn Badai from kerispatih.. OMG, he is such a humble person.. dan sgt baik.. and his manager & publishing co were extremely nice too.. thanks Afi & Indra for the great hospitality.. u guys rawk!!!

ohhh.. my bobby went MIA (again!) but this time for 4 days only.. i cried buckets coz i tot he's gone.. :( but Alhamdulillah, he found his way back home and this time around with broken jaw, swelling face and rupture mouth.. poor baby.. he's ok now, recovering from the surgery, with a very stressful face coz he's banned from going out at least for 6 weeks. Plus he just hate wearing those collar.. hehehhe.. sgt comel actually!!! :p

i've officially upgraded myself to 3series.. yeah baby.. big 3 now.. surprisingly, it was gazillion times better than i tot it would be.. i was superexcited abt it and i had a great time.. didnt do much tho and tht's the best part.. less is better kan!!

apa lagi eh nak citer.. aritu cam ada dlm 500 mukasurat.. :p oh yeah, i'm leaving malaysia soon.. why? tuk mencari ketenangan.. :) dan juga tuk bermain dgn snow sambil menyanyi lagu sonata musim salju.. *hiks* got all the things i needed to survive in a 'freezer'.. heehee!!!! cant wait to wear my zexy cutey glove.. heheehhehhehee...

saya ada teka teki.. Burger apa yang paling ceria...???? jawab jawab
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jawapannya.. bergembira lah!!! :p

ok la, nak sambung packing.. selamat tinggal bungaku..
daaaaaaaaa...

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ok since blogspot is giving me a freaking hard time uploading my pichas, i decided not to upload at all lah... *fish*

those yg ada facebook, leh la tgk kat sana..
those yg ada frenster, tgk gak la sket2 kat sana..
those yg ada myspace, aku malas nak upload kat sana.. so register kat facebook..
hahahahahhaaha...

raya was a bit blerrghhh.. i guess, skrg ni org dah tak beraya sakan kot.. i miss those day la.. uhuk uhuk!

announcement, due to schedule yg agak ketat, tahun ini keluarga kami tidak akan mengadakan aturaca rumah terbuka.. :( sedih!!!!

am more active in facebook than am here.. sbb facebook leh bagi2 present kan kan.. hehehehe... sapa yg xde facebook tu, gi la join pastu search for me Anne Lourenzar..
leh i bg u ipod, diamond ring, ikan, bunga, tattoo, rim kete, ice cream etc la

tata!

cik anne is out.. *dussshhhh*

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today, i ate sushi for lunch & dinner.. ya ampun, nikmatnya.. sangat oishii ok..

went for a facial session at GUINOT KLCC today... kan for the past few weeks ni i was a bit lethargic.. so gi facial mmg lah digalakkan... during the facial thingy, masa kak ana tu letakkan mask and left me in the room by myself, i was like separuh tido & separuh terjaga.. and i had like a very weird dream.. am not sure samaada layak tak di panggil mimpi kot i was like partly awake.. hmm.. the so-called 'dream' was nice actually.. something abt me having a family on my own.. but the weird part was, my hubby is this one person yg hmm i used to go gugugaga abt la but not nemore.. bila dah ada mimpi camni, cam rasa best plak.. hahahahaa.. bodo kan!!!

nways, i ate DURIAN today.. 2 ulas je lah... tu pon dah rasa seksanya.. FYI, am allergic to durian.. the smell akan membuatkan aku migrain sampai leh darah hidung..overkan.. and klo makan, sure demam seminggu.. really hope tis time around x demam la.. Insya Allah.. tp now my body dah start showing sign of rejection to the durian... ayoyooooo!!! padan mukas samas sayas..

td before masuk bilik, i gi la melawat my cat bobby ray kat bilik dia.. dia cam x nak tido lagi.. and berangan nak keluar.. ngada.. nak gi rempit la tuh.. so i took him, and put him on his bed and had a lil chatty2 talk with him.. i told him la supaya bawak2 la insaf gi rempit memalam nih... pastu suruh dia jaga diri tu sket laa.. bla bla bla bla.. and he was like listening to my blabbering dgn tekunnya.. muka ala2 puss in boots yg sedah bersedih tuh.. and my last word to him was, BOBBY TAU TAK, BOBBY GI KELUAR TU, BOBBY BUKANNYA JADI KUCING.. TAPI BOBBY JADI BINATANG TAU!! BINATANG!!!!!!!!!!.. KAT RUMAH NI BARU LA BOBBY JADI KUCING, SO MANA BOBBY NAK!!!!and guess what, dia trus buat aksi nak tido.. hahaahhaa.... SEE, IT WORKS ok!! and my other cat plak today dok bergadoh dgn my sister.. cam anjing dgn kucing ok!!! my sister dok marah2 dia pasal tak leh duduk diam.. and si luz plak dok marah2 and geget2 my sister sbb byk sgt bebel... hah, bagus la kan.. gado la deme eh!!!! pulok eh bage..!!!

ok la, now smua org dah titon.. saya pon nak titon.. esok nk gi sushi king lagi, nak beli aiskrim dia.. mmmmmmmmmdapnyerrrrrrrr

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i wanna "move" on.. i've done the 1st step of "moving" on.. now am waiting for the next step..Insya Allah!! *finger crossed* wish me luck plz.. i really need it..!!!

nways, August will be my 'vacation' month.. am off to phuket 1st.. then to tioman.. and am suppose to go medan at the end of the month with my family... but i hafta pass on tht.. :( a dear friend of mine is getting married.. so am gonna help her coz i luv her..hehehehehe...

lately, my whole body aches like hell.. am sure this is due to lack of rest.. not to forget the "issues" that am dealing inside of me.. urghhhh...!!!! i need to learn how to be relax... i need to take it easy.. and i need to be more ayu & lemah lembut.. damnnnnnnnnnnn... anyways, i just started doing pilates.. hehehee.. thanks to hilary duff.. kah kah kah.. seriously lahh.. E! channel is superhawt ok.. hahahahah!! and pilates seems to be fine... my body feels a bit better now.. Alhamdulillah.. pilates rawks!! and the stretchband tu helps alot.. mak suke!!

last weekend, byk gak drama yg terjadi pada diri mak! hehehe.. went out to watch, Transformer (again!) with sherina, sam & edi.. midnite show..i was so pissed off during the movie coz they switched off the AC.. panas siut!!! cant really concentrate on my darling boo ok.. sbb hangat sgt!!! then after the movie, edi needs to rush home sbb dia nak tgk F1.. and guess wht, my car takleh nak start.. hahahahaha.. cian kat edi.. sorry la sgt2.. thank goodness, sherina & sam x kuar lagi.. so they came to help us out.. tp actually i didnt help tht much pon sbb i was freaking out kat carpark too.. i was hot and i just felt frustrated.. at the end, sam & edi managed to charge back my battery and off we go lah.. thanks guys!!! then, nak jadi kan citer yg best.. ada plak road block yg banyak kan.. mak pon nervous la kan.. eventho xde apa2 kesalahan yg dilakukan, tp ttp nervous... and menambahkan drama, masa the 1st road block, (oh yeah there were 2 road blocks ok), ada plak sorang mamat ni cam gado2 dgn polis kat tepi jalan.. aku saspen la kan.. fish la wei.. sebagai seorang wanita, saya mmg cepat nervous dan takut ok... sbb kami kaum yg lemah.. TOLONG FAHAM SKET YE!!!!!
but at the end of the day, everything went quite well.. Alhamdulillah.. sorry la en monyet, sbb saya freaked out malam tuh sket... gomen ne!!!

wat can i say.. without drama, life will be extremely dull & boring.. so hail to drama queen.. hahahahha!!

tata

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aloha! the write up abt our FREAKY FRIDAY has been done by my darling sherina.. actually, bila baca balik kan, takde la dramatic camna pon.. but when u're in the situation masa tu, mmg la terasa spooky and sgtla scary.. i guess, no words cud express the spookiness tht we've been thru.. hanya tuhan saja yang tahu.. and of course sherina la kan.. both me & sherina mempunyai instinct yg agak kuat.. both of us cam ada sixth sense.. serious you!! takcaya takpe..

nways, i ada add in gak my side of story, mana2 yg cik sherina tertinggal.. so my part will be in yellow.. so here goes our story.. shhhhhh...

"last thursday i went out with anne luna :-) we went ring hunting
well thers nothing eerie or freaky abt ring hunting nor abt goin out wit anne..coz cik anne is supercool and comey..hahaha :-p
wat happnd dat nite (khamis mlm jemaat ye tuan2 dan puan2) was in fact very goosebump-frenly if u knw wat i mean..

after d ring-hunting session i went home meanwhile anne went 2 watch transformers@TGV.. after TGV, she rang me up n said 'hey u...wanna lepak2 wit me n liza? liza has sum interesting stories to tell us laaa' so i said 'yeah why not..i ll be ready in 15mins'.. 35mins later anne, liza n i were having teh tarik n roti bakar@ CRAVEN ampang.. roti bakar dia x sedap sgt kan! but th kopi o ais kurang manis mmg kaw.. gossiping..bitching...laughing...chking out chicas hahah n oso story-telling.. (ada laa abt dis gal yg dok kol her n msg her threathening her la ape la..n nak jadi kan cerita, minah ni GRO (yg tdo punya aaa) bole?? nape byk sgt pompuan murahan ni haaa)

then..it was midnite..ok its time to go home lah..plus very sleepy laa..n liza had 2 go 2 gleneagles hosp..ada kwn dia admitted sakit ape tah..patah kaki ke ape..
anne drove me home.. then suddenly we were like in a cave..or sumwer other ppl cant reach..twilight zone..ok, there was no ray of lights or mist or screamings shoutings ooooohhh aaaaahh..nothing laidat laaa.. to be exact, masa tu we all dah sampai rumah sherina, depan rumah dia.. mmg sgt spooky.. very eerie gituh.. tegak bulu roma.. and suddenly, sherina said "Anne, i rasa x sedap hati lah.. u x yah la balik klang.. i rasa x sedap hati sangat.. eeeehhhhh".. and mmg masa tu pon, i dun feel sedap hati pon.. rasa cam something bad is abt to happen.. and i was suprised when sherina told me tht coz tht was exactly what i was feeling.. so apa lagi, both of us jadi cam abit drama la kan..and masa tu gak la phone coverage elek.. and tetiba je both my phone and sherina's phone berbunyi secara serentak.. bunyi battery abis.. terkezut ok!!! so sbb kan x sedapt hati yg maha hebat, i pon suruh la sherina teman kan i balik ampang smula and tido sana.. me x jadi balik klang.. (ok sambung citer sherina, ada redundant sket eh story. sorry) cuma our handphones takde coverage la..ok fyi MAXIS mmg selalu mcm ni..
tapi this time, its different la..so spooky laidat mcm terase lak si pompuan yg kami dok ngumpat tu sudah sent satu 'benda' kacau sama kami.. cuz instantly wen we realized dat d coverage went dead, d 1st thot dat came 2 our minds..haaaa abes laaa sudah kena sama belaan "LXXMAS' uwaaaa sebenarnye mmg cartoon ah tp kenapa kena tegak2 bulu roma sume? goosebumps all over bebeh..

then anne literally PAKSA me to stay a nite wit her@ juAI's place...juai tu kakak AIZAT AF woohoooo.. sempat tuh.. kira literally u tido rumah aizat la tat nite.. hehehe.. btw.. sepanjang perjalanan pulang ke rumah juai.. we constantly check our phone to check whether dah ada signal ke belum... tp x berjaya till la betul2 sampai depan rumah juai.. yg spooky nyer, bila i tried to call juai, suddenly phone i cam kuar byk mende.. cam msg la pop out, pastu apa lagi tah.. agak cepat gak la ia berlaku.. pastu bila phone i dah reda balik, tetiba je my last number call cam pelik.. i tried to call juai je.. tp tetiba number O keluar and number Edi gak.. so kat list phone i 1st Edi, 2nd O 3rd Juai.. so sherina trus came up with the name JOE.. kononnya JOE yg ikut we all.. masa tu cam spooky giler kan, terus kami berpelukan atas katil ketakutan.. and sherina plak dok cakap dia x leh nak breathe properly.. hidung dia tersumbat tp xde mucus ke apa la kan.. pastu i try la to sleep coz obviously both of us dah sgt ngantuk.. i think its abt 4am masa tuh.. and i was abt to fall deeply into my sleep when suddenly sherina menjerit like gasping for air and beristighfar.. then she told me dia kena hempap and tak mau tido.. so we swith on the light and i try to dodoi her.. mlm tu i kena HIMPAP eh is that how u spell it? HEMPAP LA DEI! dah la suddenly i dpt flu susah nak bernafas..kena plak himpap dgn antu mana tah... padahal i dah cuci kaki sume bace mcm2 b4 tdo..sigh..

so kesimpulan nye kitorg kena sampuk kena tegur...tu laa kuar lagi memalam esp thurs nite..gelak2 mengilai ckp pasal org lain... of coz la itu antu sudah ingat...waaa ini gang saya.....UWAAA TAK NAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK eii seram seh
ape yg seram tah la? kena kat korang baaaru tau..."

hah syom,puas ati dah tau citer? tak seram ke? i seeeeraaaaaaaaammmm.. mmg susah nak citer kan balik kat org kan.. sbb depa x rasa apa yg kita rasa kan.. uhuk uhuk.. siapa la JOE yg ikut kita ni babe.. uhuk

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como estas? genki desuka ima chotto isogashii.. :| sorry la for the lack of updates.. gomen ne!

hey, in few more months, 5 months to be exact, i will be 30.. huissshhh.. demmit.. time flies huh!! 30, single and bored.. hahahahhahaa.. hows tht! its not so bad actually.. am enjoying my singlehood vida and age is just a freaking number.. i may be 30 but am still 25 inside... :p

why am i still single..??? most of my frens said tht am to choosy.. but i dun thinkso.. coz there is not much to choose from in the 1st place.. hahaha.. lame huh! ok ok, i think i found my soulmate.. he is cool n he understands me completely.. and vice versa.. i think.. but i dun think i will end up with him coz i just cant.. sometimes, if u know too much abt someone (when i say too much, i mean tooooooooooo much!!! like almost everything) it's a bit difficult to be with him.. u know wht he is capable of and u know that his expectation and so on.. so its hard.. and i just cant picture myself with him.. so tht is it la kan..

i'll go out occasionally.. but i dun call it a date coz i loathe dating.. hahahaha.. i like it to be casual.. relax and no expectation.. tht is mucho better.. well, who am i kidding y'all.. am i whining! fork... i guess, its the age thingy.. buta buta buta (translate it in japanese.. :p)

i am extremely fine with the way my life is now.. seriously.. working from home.. haivng the luxury to plan what i wanna do for meself.. its cool.. and 'work' really keeps me distracted from the lonely-schmoly thingy.. hahahhahaha!!!

neways is, i wanna show u guys my zexy hombre.. err or atleast how i want him to look like.. hahahahaha.. he is my kimu taku!! yesh.. sgt kakkoii kan.. hahahhahahaa... if u guys know anyone who looks like him, pls do call me.. *wink*


last but not least, here is a song for you, my kimu taku!

Wait For You!

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

You could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can't stand
And all my tears they keep runnin’ down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine, it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away
(When) Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
I told you what it is and it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me?
You’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

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Having to work with few of Malaysian's top make up artiste, I've learned few tricks on how to groom yourself.. Simplicity is zexy.. Too much colors and make ups can be mistaken as an ugly lap dancer.. yep.. ive used to the lap dancer dudette before.. those were the days ok!!

Anyways, AM A MASCARA Fetish!! I dun really care if i dun have lipgloss or blusher or eye shadows.. but I HAFTA HAVE my mascara.. and i have ONE mascara that I can trust.. it is simply awesome and work extremely wonders.. the catch abt this mascara is, it cant be found in malaysia, singapore and indonesia.. other country i dunno lah coz i havent try to look for it but you can definitely find it in JAPAN.. huhuhuuhuhu.. yep JAPAN.. one of my fav country!!! when i was in japan last year, i bought like 8 of it.. and now am running out my superlicious mascara.. so i told my few of my frens in japan about it.. and few days after that, this is what i got in my mail box..



Doumo Arigatougozaimashita Dzul-khung..

It's my Majolica Majorca Lash Expander Mascara.. Btw, Majolica Majorca it's under the wings of the ever famous SHISEIDO.. And i tell you, this is THE MASCARA ok.. it doesnt not only curl superbly and it extends your eyelashes like you are wearing a fake eyelashes.. Serious you.. Ida nerina is eyeing on my baby for quite sometime now.. huhuhu..

So if anyone of you, who is in japan or planning to go to japan, pls, i repeat, pls pls pls pls lemme know coz i want more of this zexy ladies!!

thank you ye!!

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life has been extremely busy for moi..!!! gosh, having my "own business" is like tripple the work from what i used to do before.. and i tot back then my life was extremely hectic.. pffttt.. guess i was dead wrong la kan..

was invited to watch "Chermin" press preview by Natasha Hudson last week, but unfortunately i woke up with a temperature on the day and had to take a rain check on tasha again.. sorry eh cik tasha.. i did it twice already to her.. uhuk uhuk.. i'll catch the movie nnt.. i promise!

went to Yogyakarta with me mom, me sistah & 3 of me cousins.. and boy oh boy, this is the 1st time my dad let us (the girls) to be on our own outside malaysia annnnnnddddd it was one heck of a fabulous trip evahhh.. it was a bit short but we really enjoy every bit of it... our supir (the driver) waited for us at the airport with the sign "Mr Tg Muda AC Alid" which was my dad's name.. but he aint there with us.. hahahaha.. Our supir was a bit shock to see the Mr turn out to be like 6 Miss'es.. The hotel tht we stayed was like totally awesome.. Grand Mercure Hotel is indeed a 5 stars hotel and the room is extremely big & the services were superbly fantastic.. and trust me, everything in Yogya is cheap.. the food, the batiks, the souvenir and etc.. we even went to the spa at the hotel ok and it cost us like RM140 for like a full body massage, body scrub, body conditioning, foot bath & sauna... sumpah best siut!!! and the BUFFET, oh no no no.. dun let me start on tht mkkaayy.. ONE WORD, "MERIAH".. hehehehehe and OISHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII gilersssssss...

anyways, beside busy baking cupcakes for my supercool cuppies lovers, am kinda busy with another project which is TO AFUNDI AIZAT, my dearest lil cousin who made it to AKADEMI FANTASIA... goshhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. am proud of him and at the same time I miss him already.. but he is doing quite well at the moment.. and me and the rest of the family are now bz spreading his name out to others, promoting him and do whatever we can to get more votes for him, coz he is extremely talented, cute and adaroble.. so guys, it would be great if you could support him by texting AFUNDI AIZAT to 32999 or dial 13735 and press 02 on your telekom phone line..

loads of pictures will be uploaded soon but for now i need to rest.. been down for the past 2 days with diarrhea and fever.. :( tata my fellow readers (cam ada)

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today early in the morning, i accompanied my cousin to do her passport.. we arrived at the immigration office around 8.30am and guess what, by 9am my cousin paid RM300 and the officer told her that she can collect her passport in the next 2 hours.. yes, TWO FREAKING HOURS.. like 120 minutes.. am extremely stunned by it.. i almost shouted tp sib baik bleh kawal hati dan perasaan ini.. bravo to the immigration dept.. ni lah yg kita mau kan..

nways, went back home.. and watched Heroes episode 17 and i cried so freaking hard towards the end of the show.. setan ahhh... sedih siut!! damnnnn.. those of u who love the show, bersabarlah ok.. this show is awesomely great!! dah la grey's anatomy season 3 pon byk melelehkan airmata kasih ku.. goatdemmit lah wei..

ok need to chow.. got happy cuppies to entertain.. tata and love you dahling!

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