for the past few weeks, my life has turn 180 (blum 360 lagi).. in just a blink of an eye, i gain something and i lost something too.. so its kinda fair la kan.. :)

am back to meredah the early annoying traffic.. ayooo!!! its getting worst now lah.. menci!
and i think soon, my life will change even more.. like huge.. i think am ready for it.. eventho still byk menda nak kena fikir n kaji, if it goes well, i am ready.. it kinda happen tanpa disedari actually.. i was like concentrating on 'something' else, and i didnt realize abt this particular 'thing'.. i didnt see it at first.. i kinda take it for granted.. it took me by suprise but i was touched and blessed by 'it'.. tak sangka pon ada.. anyways, as i said before, still loads of thing for me to think about... this is one particular thing that i have to be extra careful and choosy too.. am learning to accept it and starting to appreciate it.. and am hoping it will lead to a clearer path so that i wont be so confused anymore.. Insya Allah..

hehe.. am not going to elobrate more on it for the time being coz am still uncertain about it.. they say it takes two to tango.. so the other person is now waiting for me to make the move.. either i wanna tango or not.. thank you for giving me the time to think.. :) it means alot.. *hugs*

so now, WE WAIT AND SEE YA!! semoga saya diberi petunjuk dan dipermudahkan untuk saya membuat keputusan.. ~AMIN~

today i was feeling a bit down.. had a friction with si sepet... so agak gloomy laa..

when few of my friends asked me, i told em lah yg am not feeling tht well.. and few of them were darn sweet, cuba menceriakan diriku ini dgn pelbagai cara.. hahaha.. sosweetpliz!! 2 of em even called me up to comfort me.. and they are far far away from malaysia ok.. maka, double sosweepliz.. hehehehe..

mekacih abg americano n abe italiano smua..

bila fikir balik, love (as in kasih sayang eh not cintan cintun) is indeed all around us kan.. life is great! and guess what, am not sad nemore.. thanks dear friends!

so Make Love peeps, Not War k..

before u start reading my crappy story, please check out this clip.. it's n'sync singing tht's the way love goes.. my fav song.. and justin looks soooooo cute in this vclip.. hehehe.. i believe this clip was created for janet during MTV Icon show.. long ago.. hehehe n am glad someone uploaded it on youtube.. class bebeh!!!



yesterday was a hectic day... i painted the new room all by myself coz my nephew balik kampung.. so xde partner nak cat sesama... it took me like 1/2 hr just to open the paint tau.. so damn ketat ok!!! abis jari jemari i injured.. dah la before that, i jadi buruh kasar mengangkat tile yg sgt lah maha berat.. the thing is, my dad, dia ni smua DIY.. buat bilik pon DIY.. well, sib baik the construction part tu dia upah org.. if not, siapa yg jadi mangsa, akak jugak.. heehee..

nways, the room looks lovely now... thanks to moi la kan.. sgt sweet gitu.. and sib baik la daddy upah org pasang tile.. hehe! by today, the new room will be done.. esok dah leh susun brg dah.. the room will be study room / working area for decorating cuppies.. hehehe!!

btw, semalam saya berborak dgn my darling sepet again.. he was not feeling well for the past few days.. selsema.. sejuk sgt kat sana kan.. cian sepet.. and biasa lah, bila berborak, we all suka merapu.. and ada satu ketika itu kami berangan menjadi film star.. hahahahhaa... dia suruh i jd bond girl ok.. the 1st bond girl pakai hijjab and james bond nyer, siapa lagi klo bukan kwon sang woo.. hahahahhaaha.. alangkah indahnya!!! tp beselah kan, nak jaga hati si sepet tuh, i ckp la baik dia jd james bond.. walaupun pada hakikatnya, kwon sang woo tu mmg dah elok sgt lah.. ni yg cakap melayu ni, sbb x nak dia baca.. muahahahahahha.. Jagiya! bogosippu.. hehe!!!!

sebenarnya, the reason kenapa kami leh berangan jd star is, i dok citer kat dia yg x lama lagi film los dan faun akan keluar.. nervous!!! aishhhhhh.. malas nk pk!! nnt later2 i story mory ok..

before i blah, lemme share another clip of my current fav song, FEEDBACK!! as i said in the previous entry, i love the lyrics so darn mucho.. simply zexy ok!! tabik spring ahhh.. enjoy k baby.. do u like my style, yeah sexy sexy sexy.. (sgt sexy ok!) hehehe

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it's 1am and my eyes are still wide open.. cuaca di luar yang chilly-chilly gedik itu sangat sesuai untuk saya melayan perasaan hati ini yang sedang bergolak dgn pancaroba kehidupan yang agak terlampau.. ohh!! dunia dunia dunia..

well, actually i cant sleep and i was bored.. so i was like adding few songs into my playlist.. and i just realized that, the new songs i added have something in common.. the songs are

1- Feedback by Janet Jackson
2- Do It Well by Jennifer Lopez
3- Just Fine by Mary J. Blige
4- No one by Alicia Keys

guess wht is the similarity of the above song????!!!
guess???
teka??

hah! wanna know.. well, in all of the songs, there are few words that been repeated again and again..

in Feedback - yeah tht sexy sexy sexy.. i'm gonna feedback feedback oh!
in Do It well - do it do it u do it do it u do it well..
in Just Fine - see i wont change my life my life just fine fine fine fine ooohh..
in No one - No one no one no one..

see??!! hebatkan observation ku.. :)

neways, I laf laff lafffff FEEDBACK's lyrics..
soooooo creative n sexy..

My fav part are

"Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback feedback oh
Feedback feedback oh"

and

"Before we go any more further
Let me put you up on this secret babe
I got novelties so appeasing
Feed my fetish please.."
Satisfy me babe

soooooo zexahhhhh!!
oohhh..
goyang bahu sket adek manis!!
heehee..

wokeh, ciao darlings!

Labels: mi musica