fuuiiiihhhh... it has been a while duh.. was caught up with the event am doing for celcom.. its a road show thingy so loads of traveling involved.. went to kelantan, terengganu & pahang over the weekend.. it was fun but sgt la hectic ok!!! my kaki was extremely sakit by the time it all ended..

and when am not traveling, ive got my cupcakes biz to look at.. order semakin bertambah, ALHAMDULILLAH.. and also chotto isogashii helping aizat with his upcoming 'project'.. nantikan ye...!!!

yesterday, i spent the whole day in my room browsing youtube.. best duh coz i found loads of vid clips tht ive been searching like for ages ok.. i know youtube ada but didnt really have the luxury to look for it.. and i found tht vid clip from korea tu, jo sung mo's song, if you were mine.. the vid clip dah kena banned bcoz dia ada unsur 9-11 but thanks to youtube, dia wujud semula.. tp dah kena edit sket.. but i was so freaking happy i found it..i also found a bunch of new kids on the block's music video and am totally teruja & terkesima.. hahahahha.. yeah yeah yeah, imma big fan of nkotb.. so wht?? haha.. seronok giler doh!!! pastu i watched like almost every clip yg ada kimutaku.. yeah yeah, isnt it obvious tht am a big fan of him.. hehehehe.. i love his latest tvc, yg for gatsby.. eventho he looks so gay innit but takpe laaa.. then i found this one clip kimu taku dgn sanma san doing their version of crazy in love by beyonce.. lawak nak mampos doh!!!!!

check it out..



and here is the gatsby ad..



he is sooooooooooooooooooo kakkoii kannnnnnnnnnn.. demmit.. and bcoz of him, ive asked aizat to buy gatsby for his hair.. moving rubber.. hahahahhaa. comey doh!!!!
i want kimutaku plizzzzzzzzzzz... kimutaku rawks my belly!!!

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today, i ate sushi for lunch & dinner.. ya ampun, nikmatnya.. sangat oishii ok..

went for a facial session at GUINOT KLCC today... kan for the past few weeks ni i was a bit lethargic.. so gi facial mmg lah digalakkan... during the facial thingy, masa kak ana tu letakkan mask and left me in the room by myself, i was like separuh tido & separuh terjaga.. and i had like a very weird dream.. am not sure samaada layak tak di panggil mimpi kot i was like partly awake.. hmm.. the so-called 'dream' was nice actually.. something abt me having a family on my own.. but the weird part was, my hubby is this one person yg hmm i used to go gugugaga abt la but not nemore.. bila dah ada mimpi camni, cam rasa best plak.. hahahahaa.. bodo kan!!!

nways, i ate DURIAN today.. 2 ulas je lah... tu pon dah rasa seksanya.. FYI, am allergic to durian.. the smell akan membuatkan aku migrain sampai leh darah hidung..overkan.. and klo makan, sure demam seminggu.. really hope tis time around x demam la.. Insya Allah.. tp now my body dah start showing sign of rejection to the durian... ayoyooooo!!! padan mukas samas sayas..

td before masuk bilik, i gi la melawat my cat bobby ray kat bilik dia.. dia cam x nak tido lagi.. and berangan nak keluar.. ngada.. nak gi rempit la tuh.. so i took him, and put him on his bed and had a lil chatty2 talk with him.. i told him la supaya bawak2 la insaf gi rempit memalam nih... pastu suruh dia jaga diri tu sket laa.. bla bla bla bla.. and he was like listening to my blabbering dgn tekunnya.. muka ala2 puss in boots yg sedah bersedih tuh.. and my last word to him was, BOBBY TAU TAK, BOBBY GI KELUAR TU, BOBBY BUKANNYA JADI KUCING.. TAPI BOBBY JADI BINATANG TAU!! BINATANG!!!!!!!!!!.. KAT RUMAH NI BARU LA BOBBY JADI KUCING, SO MANA BOBBY NAK!!!!and guess what, dia trus buat aksi nak tido.. hahaahhaa.... SEE, IT WORKS ok!! and my other cat plak today dok bergadoh dgn my sister.. cam anjing dgn kucing ok!!! my sister dok marah2 dia pasal tak leh duduk diam.. and si luz plak dok marah2 and geget2 my sister sbb byk sgt bebel... hah, bagus la kan.. gado la deme eh!!!! pulok eh bage..!!!

ok la, now smua org dah titon.. saya pon nak titon.. esok nk gi sushi king lagi, nak beli aiskrim dia.. mmmmmmmmmdapnyerrrrrrrr

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i wanna "move" on.. i've done the 1st step of "moving" on.. now am waiting for the next step..Insya Allah!! *finger crossed* wish me luck plz.. i really need it..!!!

nways, August will be my 'vacation' month.. am off to phuket 1st.. then to tioman.. and am suppose to go medan at the end of the month with my family... but i hafta pass on tht.. :( a dear friend of mine is getting married.. so am gonna help her coz i luv her..hehehehehe...

lately, my whole body aches like hell.. am sure this is due to lack of rest.. not to forget the "issues" that am dealing inside of me.. urghhhh...!!!! i need to learn how to be relax... i need to take it easy.. and i need to be more ayu & lemah lembut.. damnnnnnnnnnnn... anyways, i just started doing pilates.. hehehee.. thanks to hilary duff.. kah kah kah.. seriously lahh.. E! channel is superhawt ok.. hahahahah!! and pilates seems to be fine... my body feels a bit better now.. Alhamdulillah.. pilates rawks!! and the stretchband tu helps alot.. mak suke!!

last weekend, byk gak drama yg terjadi pada diri mak! hehehe.. went out to watch, Transformer (again!) with sherina, sam & edi.. midnite show..i was so pissed off during the movie coz they switched off the AC.. panas siut!!! cant really concentrate on my darling boo ok.. sbb hangat sgt!!! then after the movie, edi needs to rush home sbb dia nak tgk F1.. and guess wht, my car takleh nak start.. hahahahaha.. cian kat edi.. sorry la sgt2.. thank goodness, sherina & sam x kuar lagi.. so they came to help us out.. tp actually i didnt help tht much pon sbb i was freaking out kat carpark too.. i was hot and i just felt frustrated.. at the end, sam & edi managed to charge back my battery and off we go lah.. thanks guys!!! then, nak jadi kan citer yg best.. ada plak road block yg banyak kan.. mak pon nervous la kan.. eventho xde apa2 kesalahan yg dilakukan, tp ttp nervous... and menambahkan drama, masa the 1st road block, (oh yeah there were 2 road blocks ok), ada plak sorang mamat ni cam gado2 dgn polis kat tepi jalan.. aku saspen la kan.. fish la wei.. sebagai seorang wanita, saya mmg cepat nervous dan takut ok... sbb kami kaum yg lemah.. TOLONG FAHAM SKET YE!!!!!
but at the end of the day, everything went quite well.. Alhamdulillah.. sorry la en monyet, sbb saya freaked out malam tuh sket... gomen ne!!!

wat can i say.. without drama, life will be extremely dull & boring.. so hail to drama queen.. hahahahha!!

tata

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cik anne sakit pinggang!! i need my darling nieces, arisya & nadia to pijak it again.. so sakit pliz...

at the mo, brandon boyd is shouting..

"pardon me, while i burst into flames..
i had enuff of the world..
and it's people's mindless games.
pardon me while I burn
and rise above the flame..
Pardon me, pardon me...
i'll never be the same!"

buhsan doh!!!! takde mende nk buat skrg... am extremely burn out! not enuff sleep and rest.. ive been driving frm klg to kl like almost 5 times in the past 3 days.. tido kul 3 - 4 pagi and bangun awal pastu berlari sana sini, meeting sana sini, buat kapkek beribu2 pastu mengetis dgn kawan2 ku.. damn!! hehe!!!

skrg ni cik rossa tgh nyanyikan lagu gue.. oh lagu ini sungguh menepati apa yg ku rasakan skrg..

"jgn dekat atau jgn dtg kpd ku lagi
aku semakin terseksa karna x memiliki mu
ku coba jlni hari dgn penganti diri mu
tp hatiku selalu berpihak lagi pada mu

mengapa semua ini terjadi kpd ku

tuhan maafkan diri ini
yg x pernah bisa menjauh dr angan ttg nya
namun apa lah daya ini
bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia"

fork ahhh.. apsal la laku ni cam terkena je kat aku.. pokemon tul laaa..
siapa eh wrote this song.. mesti dia kenal aku.. hahahahhahaa.. serious!
choy choy choy.. benci tau!!! tis is one of the reason i takmo layan lagu2 sebegini..
jiwa mak tersentap u ols!!!

ahhhh.. abg serj tgh nyanyi lagu peberet ku... hahahahahhaaha..
mak suka u ols.. mak tau la lagu ni x ayu-friendly.. but who says tat am ayu.. hahahahaha..

"kneeling roses disappearing..
into moses’ dry mouth..
breaking into fort knox..
stealing our intentions....
hangars sitting dripped in oil....
crying FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!
handed to obsoletion..
(feveret part aku...)
still you feed us lies from the table cloth....
lalalaa,
everybody’s going to the party have a real good time...
dancing in the desert blowing up the sunshine..."

ketenangan jiwa ok dgr org lain menjerit.. i just love the music laaa.. some mite think its a bit too loud.. but for moi, i hear talent.. leh bayangkan camna mereka bersemangat mengetuk drum tuh, mengoreng gitar tu sehingga mengeluarkan satu irama yg smart doh!!!! hahahahahahhaha...

"why dun presidents fight the war.. why do they alwis send the poor.."
cun kan.. hahahahhaa..

if i have to choose a song to really represents how am feeling at the mo, i guess i will hafta choose Twisted Transistor by Korn.. hahahahahhahaa...

"a lonely life.. where no one understands you..
but don't give up, because the music do..

bcoz the music do..n then it's reaching
inside you 4evah preaching..
Fak 2u..ur scream's a whisper..
hang on you..twisted transistor"

i just cant live without music laa.. kenot kenot...

bcoz when the sun shines we’ll shine 2gether.. told you i'll b here 4eva..say that ill alwiz b ur friend..took an oath..imma stick it out till the end..now that it's raining more than ever..know that we still have each other..u can stand under my umbrella..u can stand under my umbrella..ella ella eh eh ella ella eh eh ehehehhehehehee...

sangap doh! whoaaahhh.. butterfingers plak.. dah lama doh x dgr lagu nih.. ske ske ske..either i'm sick or purified...acidity or jealousy.. hehehehe.. ske gils lagu nih beb.. rindu plak zaman2 kerianganku.. those days la kan.. shuck!!!

berikut merupakan music/band/singer kekagumanku mengikut peringkat tumbesaran ku..

zaman baby to tadika...
the beatles
the bee gees
abba
(sbb daddy gue die hard fan band2 tuh)

zaman skolah rendah..
sudirman kot..
azean mazuan safuan(!!!)
fauziah latif (double !!!)
aishah & the fan club..
wham..
maikel jeksen (huhu!!)

actually sumpah aku x ingat sgt k.. belasah je tuh.. wham je kot yg aku ingat sbb tu pon kezen2 aku suruh aku dgr.. "last xmas, i gave u my heart but the very next day, u give it away" hahaha.. teringat video clip dia..

zaman skolah menengah..
masa kt convent (zaman2 getis ada groupie yg hawt la kunun)
new kids on the block (ye ye, betul.. x tipu k)
kru (ni pon x tipu)
4u2c (fiona.. fiona fiona.. haha!)
pet shop boy (ok ni aku tipu tp aku ingat satu lagu depa.. when will i will be femes)
take that (betul2)
salt n pepa
oh yeah masa tu ada few songs yg gue ske.. tp dah x ingat sapa nyanyi..
"friend, tell me i am crazy.. tht am wasting time with u.."

zaman skolah asrama
perubahan mendadak bukan.. well, masa kat asrama, gue geng dgn budak laki.. so mereka telah influence gue la..

nirvana
gnr
ugly kid joe
carburator dung (camna eja dah lupa)
metallica
rhcp
def leppard
rem
pearl jam
ekamatra
gersang
wings
search
visa

zaman college
hmmm.. lagu apa wei aku dgr..
still sama la cam kat asrama kot.. x ingat sgt sbb masa ni bz study (yeah rite!)

rhcp
nirvana
gnr
radiohead
oasis
en vogue
allure
firehouse
metallica
the verve
bon jovi

tu smua yg gue ingat pada saat ini.. am sure there are more songs, bands or singers yg gue minat.. huhuhu!! fyi, sambil menaip entry ni, telingaku disumbat oleh ear phone dgn volume pada tahap maksima.. mana lagu yg melekat pada hatiku, akan disunting sedikit liriknya tuk disumbatkan disini...

oh fish, am so cuckoo kan.. life is fun and can be so huru hara sometimes.. am in a very weird & unpredictable emotional state rite now.. its the hormone thingy peeps.. cant really help it aite! uhhhhh..

according to quizilla, am in love?? giler ke apa..?? i wish i am but wat to do.. nways, am off to watch transformer again... tatataa!!!

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aloha! the write up abt our FREAKY FRIDAY has been done by my darling sherina.. actually, bila baca balik kan, takde la dramatic camna pon.. but when u're in the situation masa tu, mmg la terasa spooky and sgtla scary.. i guess, no words cud express the spookiness tht we've been thru.. hanya tuhan saja yang tahu.. and of course sherina la kan.. both me & sherina mempunyai instinct yg agak kuat.. both of us cam ada sixth sense.. serious you!! takcaya takpe..

nways, i ada add in gak my side of story, mana2 yg cik sherina tertinggal.. so my part will be in yellow.. so here goes our story.. shhhhhh...

"last thursday i went out with anne luna :-) we went ring hunting
well thers nothing eerie or freaky abt ring hunting nor abt goin out wit anne..coz cik anne is supercool and comey..hahaha :-p
wat happnd dat nite (khamis mlm jemaat ye tuan2 dan puan2) was in fact very goosebump-frenly if u knw wat i mean..

after d ring-hunting session i went home meanwhile anne went 2 watch transformers@TGV.. after TGV, she rang me up n said 'hey u...wanna lepak2 wit me n liza? liza has sum interesting stories to tell us laaa' so i said 'yeah why not..i ll be ready in 15mins'.. 35mins later anne, liza n i were having teh tarik n roti bakar@ CRAVEN ampang.. roti bakar dia x sedap sgt kan! but th kopi o ais kurang manis mmg kaw.. gossiping..bitching...laughing...chking out chicas hahah n oso story-telling.. (ada laa abt dis gal yg dok kol her n msg her threathening her la ape la..n nak jadi kan cerita, minah ni GRO (yg tdo punya aaa) bole?? nape byk sgt pompuan murahan ni haaa)

then..it was midnite..ok its time to go home lah..plus very sleepy laa..n liza had 2 go 2 gleneagles hosp..ada kwn dia admitted sakit ape tah..patah kaki ke ape..
anne drove me home.. then suddenly we were like in a cave..or sumwer other ppl cant reach..twilight zone..ok, there was no ray of lights or mist or screamings shoutings ooooohhh aaaaahh..nothing laidat laaa.. to be exact, masa tu we all dah sampai rumah sherina, depan rumah dia.. mmg sgt spooky.. very eerie gituh.. tegak bulu roma.. and suddenly, sherina said "Anne, i rasa x sedap hati lah.. u x yah la balik klang.. i rasa x sedap hati sangat.. eeeehhhhh".. and mmg masa tu pon, i dun feel sedap hati pon.. rasa cam something bad is abt to happen.. and i was suprised when sherina told me tht coz tht was exactly what i was feeling.. so apa lagi, both of us jadi cam abit drama la kan..and masa tu gak la phone coverage elek.. and tetiba je both my phone and sherina's phone berbunyi secara serentak.. bunyi battery abis.. terkezut ok!!! so sbb kan x sedapt hati yg maha hebat, i pon suruh la sherina teman kan i balik ampang smula and tido sana.. me x jadi balik klang.. (ok sambung citer sherina, ada redundant sket eh story. sorry) cuma our handphones takde coverage la..ok fyi MAXIS mmg selalu mcm ni..
tapi this time, its different la..so spooky laidat mcm terase lak si pompuan yg kami dok ngumpat tu sudah sent satu 'benda' kacau sama kami.. cuz instantly wen we realized dat d coverage went dead, d 1st thot dat came 2 our minds..haaaa abes laaa sudah kena sama belaan "LXXMAS' uwaaaa sebenarnye mmg cartoon ah tp kenapa kena tegak2 bulu roma sume? goosebumps all over bebeh..

then anne literally PAKSA me to stay a nite wit her@ juAI's place...juai tu kakak AIZAT AF woohoooo.. sempat tuh.. kira literally u tido rumah aizat la tat nite.. hehehe.. btw.. sepanjang perjalanan pulang ke rumah juai.. we constantly check our phone to check whether dah ada signal ke belum... tp x berjaya till la betul2 sampai depan rumah juai.. yg spooky nyer, bila i tried to call juai, suddenly phone i cam kuar byk mende.. cam msg la pop out, pastu apa lagi tah.. agak cepat gak la ia berlaku.. pastu bila phone i dah reda balik, tetiba je my last number call cam pelik.. i tried to call juai je.. tp tetiba number O keluar and number Edi gak.. so kat list phone i 1st Edi, 2nd O 3rd Juai.. so sherina trus came up with the name JOE.. kononnya JOE yg ikut we all.. masa tu cam spooky giler kan, terus kami berpelukan atas katil ketakutan.. and sherina plak dok cakap dia x leh nak breathe properly.. hidung dia tersumbat tp xde mucus ke apa la kan.. pastu i try la to sleep coz obviously both of us dah sgt ngantuk.. i think its abt 4am masa tuh.. and i was abt to fall deeply into my sleep when suddenly sherina menjerit like gasping for air and beristighfar.. then she told me dia kena hempap and tak mau tido.. so we swith on the light and i try to dodoi her.. mlm tu i kena HIMPAP eh is that how u spell it? HEMPAP LA DEI! dah la suddenly i dpt flu susah nak bernafas..kena plak himpap dgn antu mana tah... padahal i dah cuci kaki sume bace mcm2 b4 tdo..sigh..

so kesimpulan nye kitorg kena sampuk kena tegur...tu laa kuar lagi memalam esp thurs nite..gelak2 mengilai ckp pasal org lain... of coz la itu antu sudah ingat...waaa ini gang saya.....UWAAA TAK NAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK eii seram seh
ape yg seram tah la? kena kat korang baaaru tau..."

hah syom,puas ati dah tau citer? tak seram ke? i seeeeraaaaaaaaammmm.. mmg susah nak citer kan balik kat org kan.. sbb depa x rasa apa yg kita rasa kan.. uhuk uhuk.. siapa la JOE yg ikut kita ni babe.. uhuk

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Sandaran Hati by Letto

yakinkah ku berdiri
di hempa tanpa tepi
bolehkah aku
mendengarmu

terkubur dalam emosi
tak bisa bersembunyi
aku dan nafasku
merindukanmu

terpuruk ku di sini
terangi dia yang sepi
dan ku tahu pasti
kau menemani

dalam hidupku
kesendirianku

teringat ku teringat
pada janjimu ku terikat
hanya sekejap ku berdiri
kulakukan sepenuh hati
peduli ku peduli
siang dan malam yang berganti
sedihku ini tak ada arti
jika kaulah sandaran hati
kaulah sandaran hati
sandaran hati

inikah yang kau mau
benarkah ini jalanmu
hanyalah engkau yang ku tuju

pegang erat tanganku
bimbing langkah kakiku
aku hilang arah
tanpa hadirmu

dalam gelapnya
malam hariku

meh la sini, nak tumpang bersandar.. hehehe!!! lelama dgr lagu ni best plak.. had this song in my collection for quite sometime actually.. tp x dgr till edi minta tolong burn letto's songs for him.. gotta admit, edi was right la.. suara mamat ni mmg agak menghantui.. huhuhuhuuhu!!!

as usual, i love the lyrics.. i kinda can relate to it.. but am sure this song will be more meaningful if am on a cloud nine la kan.. :p now hati tgh kosong, so dgr lagu2 camni, byk berangan laa.. :D

my current playlist reflects the way i feel at the mo.. mostly lagu2 zaman rock kapak.. my yesteryear's songs.. and 80% of it lagu mengegarkan otak.. it ranges from metallica, gnr, nirvana to prodigy, marilyn manson, rage against the machine, rhcp, soad, incubus, korn and ada gak selit few songs from butterfingers.. and guess what, i found the original transformer's theme song..

"transformers...more than meets the eye...autobots wage their battle to destroy the evil forces of...the decepticons..transformers...robots in disguise"

am an extremely happy bunny today... having serj tankian screaming his lung out to my ears is so relaxing.. hilang smua stress aku.. hehe..

its almost 4am and i cant sleep.. benci tau! and there is no one to talk to at this wee hours.. masa2 camni la sesuai tuk merapu dgn mana2 stranger kan.. hmm.. but am too lazy to go on a chat room.. malas dah la..

few hours ago, i was like playing with google.. typing out the 1st thing tht came out from this looney mind of moi..one of it was online dating malaysia, and my oh my, byk gak webbie sebegitu wujud skrg nih.. cool huh!! nnt klo dah sampai tahap desperadonas, i'll sign up there... hahahahahahahhahaha!!!

eh, siapa ada lagu Strange Glue by Catatonia??? bley x bg gue.. rindu la plak lagu tuh.. uhuk uhukk...

had a extra fun weekend.. tot my lil niece, arisya on how to 'horsewalk' in public.. hehehe.. if u guys saw 2 cuckoo muchahas horsewalking in klcc last saturday, tht was me & sherina.. :D pastu banana republic ada plak letak runway kat klcc kan.. so apa lagas, buat drama swasta jap la.. LOL!!!

sherina, things yet to be accomplished before september
- meroyan kat genting doing absolutely nothing..
- ampang yong tau foo for lunch
- lalakoke ~banana banana banana terracotta pie~
- apa lagi ah beb?? :P
btw babe, u tulis la pasal our "twilight zone drama" n email to me.. pastu i post kat sini.. ehhehehe.. u citer lagi dramatic..

ok la, lagu mama said ni membuatkan mata aku kuyu.. its time for moi to hit my bantal bucuk... oyasuminasai minasan..err ohayogozaimasu to some... tata!!

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